(Chorus)
My heart hurts for my friends
But not the way I thought it did
With the vengeance of a dove
A mixture of lust and love

Well my shoulder’s always there
While their tears are crying
I keep on denying
What I could do to fall in love

Cause I’ve never loved yet
Maybe I never will
And it hurts my soul to say that
While I’m caught up in this big trap (this trap)

I just, no, I don’t
I wish, no, I can’t dream
My dreams haunt me with hope
And forever I’ll be lonely

*Chorus*

Jealousy of their fine feelings
They are not the worst of beings
What is happening is bad
I could never be that sad

And yet how I wish for it
The very thing they have hit
Their heart is broken
And mine is just beginning


Pining for no one
There could be someone
But not here, not there, not now
Not until the hope is lost (for now)

My heart hurts with self pity
Just a confusing wreck they see
When will I get back to life?
A feeling that is lost…is love.